I am broken!!!

"Greater is HE that is within me than he that is in the world." (1 John 4:4)

God forgive me I rebelled against you. I tried to go against your will. You are GOOD lord, you would indeed bless me and enlarge my territory again without breaking and shattering down my dreams. I guess I was away from you and have not had my DAILY BREAD for a long. My sins separated you from me and could not hear your voice Father. Now I am restless and desperate for you. I need you Lord. I love light, truth, integrity and wholesome. I love you Father. Please hear me pray. I am crying, wailing for you. Please teach me thy way to live the life to the FULLEST.

I have been very close to the girl Jane I think I am in love with her as she is with me. I was told by you LORD one and half years ago that she was coming here to see me. But something went wrong, I disobeyed you maybe. I am not sure! Lord I take responsibility of my own action. I am broken now. I have contrite spirit. I repent and determine to do good. Still deep in my heart, the silent voice keeps telling me that Jane is created for you, Min. I learned some lessons and If I get a second chance, I would improve myself with the power of Holy Spirit. I believe you've forgiven me and given me a second chance.

I am feeling very sorry and regretting but I don't know if its His will He will change her & her father's mind and come back to me. Its because I think I am faithful but I was tempted indeed. I don't want you to regret Jane because you're mine, just mine according to God.

Miss you and love you Jenny!!! Come back will be waiting for you. xoxo