It ain't over yet!!!

"The most rewarding things you do in life are often the ones that look like they cannot be done."

- Arnold Palmer

"What can I do or say to fix this situation now?"

I have no options now. It happend spontaneously without letting me make a single plan. It was my foolishness that I wouldn't predict about the consquences. I don't know what will be the effect of my immediate job termination on my parent's life. I have not told them yet about it.

I have harbored this dream of being a teacher about a positive living and behavioral issues since I knew I was interested in this area. I am very much interested in behavioral psychology study. I would like to join teachers college or something like this - in order to prepare to teach. I know something went wrong and I got fired from the current job. I was just working for my daily bread. I was neutral until I was disappointed by the girl to whom I invested a lot. I lose my control and felt emotionally void. I did not see anything but darkness. I cried bitterly and asked several times death with God forgetting the purpose of my life being here in this beautiful world. It was Saturday noon. The sun seemed very cruel. I was overwhelmed by the anguish and threw myself on my bed as soon as I got back from church. I was frustrated and felt like quitting.

By immediate action, creativity, and by not accepting defeat, a lot of people won. I can win too. I learned that "It ain't over 'til it's over." No one is immune from life's crashing waves of defeat and torment. No one. But the only time we can truly lose is when we quit.

I am ready to do whatever I have to do to fix whatever isn't working right away. Even if things don't work out this time, I will have put myself in a position to win. Do this enough times and I'll be...

A WINNER in life.

"This is the Lord's sign to you that the Lord will do what He has promised" IS 38:7

Some affirmations:

• I am very optimist about my life and future.
• I believe the quality of my life is quality of my thoughts.
• I like to surrender to the mystery of my life rather than trying to figure everything out.
• I want "to live to write and write to live" as Dale Carnegie said.
• I can get through all the painful experiences and negative emotions to learn invaluable lessons that makes me more stronger than before.
• "Taking other people for granted" people cannot stop me from loving and liking other people.
• My future relationship will be exciting, loving, optimistic, romantic and most of the times will produce positive emotions.
• Sooner or later I can reach to my dream land and will start learning and helping others and sharing the love of Christ and writing what I want to.
• My future relationship will never keep the record of mistakes and weeknesses. It always forgives each other without asking and accepts each other what they are. It gives several chances to make an improvement.
• I am purposefully here and I can make something difference in other people's lives.
• Every one likes me and my goal and helps me get what I want in my life.
• My life is too good and my conscience is clear.
• I always look for ways to come out on top.
• Victory is always close by.
• I always believe I will succeed no matter what.
• I am a winner-- I create other winners

Laugh, smiles and live life to the FULL.EST!!! :)